"I was always looking outside myself for strength and 
confidence but it comes from within. It is there all the 
time."

--Anna Freud


 

tiny pleasure:

spending the day with little T 

"When you get to the end of your rope, tie a knot and hang 
on."

--Franklin Delano Roosevelt


  
Journals

 That i read

(more to follow as i get permission from journal owners)

The New Ezine:

The Dominant's View

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

August 2, 2000

     

Neeedt, Neeedt, Neeedt.   Yep, you guessed it.  The alarm clock from hell continues to terrorize.  Only now the time setting seems to be a bit earlier.  Like 5:30 a.m.  And so far all we've received as explanation is a very innocent yet pleasant; "hmmmm, but we didn't hear it ..."  

     i need sleep.  i don't think i've recovered from the Thelma, Louise and Jazzy adventure.  (Jazzy's report follows, and then i don't have any more excuses for not writing.  Darn.)  i'm going to take the alarm clock hostage.  Without ransom.  i'll be the crazy person along the side of the road, cackling as i rip the little pins and widgets and what-have-you's out of it's metal shell.

     Okay, venting over.  On a more positive note, i really enjoyed receiving the scene reports from the girls.  It was a great chance to relive the weekend through their eyes, and to indulge in a bit of loneliness, wishing it hadn't ended so quickly.  

Jazzy's weekend visit report follows:

dearest shadoe,

sorry this is in email form..but Jazzy is a puter dummy....Hogan is making Me learn..grin..what a slow process...so anyways...My ramblings on the Toronto weekend

I arrived friday night into Toronto..ran into Hogan right away..which I considered a miracle considering the size of the airport...and as usual when I saw Him..He took my breath away...He has done that since the first time I laid eyes on Him..we waited outside for Mr. Seville..who was there in no time at all..along with My lil laura...cant figure out how Seville could see to drive with that blinding light of lauras smile ..I guess it just guided Him better..*grin* It was wonderful to see laura again..it had been too long and such a pleasure to meet Mr Seville...so we settled in for the ride to Sevilles place..all talking a mile a minute...I felt so good inside..already knew how the weekend would be..

We arrived at Sevilles...and were greeted by shadoe, what a beautiful lady...a genuine lovely soul..I couldnt get enough of watching Seville and her together.

Domi and Bodyguard were there as well..was so happy to meet them..I could just feel the love and happiness between them as well...and miss sandra...sooo good to see her too...sandras presence just lights up a room...am afraid if her and laura and I lived close..we would be in BIG trouble...all the time....

We visited for awhile..lotsa laughter..My kinda people...I was in friend heaven..Hogan and I retreated to the kitchen for abit..Our time was very limited for the weekend...We both knew this and it was ok.....so we talked and laughed and He left soon after....We have forever..so all was good....

soo back to the people filled room..grin..we yapped and yapped..then everyone left and we settled in for the night..Seville and shadoe made us feel right at home...am sure they couldnt help but hear the 3 of us giggle into the night...

I was awakened the next morning by a wet lick on the nose....was wondering which subbie was pestering Me so early..*grin*..but it was spook..shaodes black kitty...for some reason he liked me and wanted to play...a true bdsm cat..his favorite toy is the "popper" from a single tail..so I gave him some attention..he was a happy kitty.....Poor poor Seville...4 ladies fighting over one shower...He is a most patient Man..oh wait...did I mention handsome to boot??? *grin* They laid out a virtual feast for breaky...bagels cream cheese cold cuts and smoked salmon..lol..so much for Jazzys diet..then us 3 girls headed into toronto...it was a great lil adventure..hung out on the gay street in town..the shops always have such style to Me..and then we ran into Domi and BG..so we all headed back to ready for the munch...lol..Seville had showered earlier..smart cookie He is...

there were so many at the munch....and what a wonderful lil place...the ppl were great...so good to finally put faces with names...to see happiness and acceptance in the lifestyle...thses kinds of ppl are My family..I always feel safe..welcome and at home...that may not sound right but I think ya'll know what I mean...Rathstar..Shadowfyr sarah Oracle ginger jewel LustyMan Domi Bodyguard...what a treat it was for Me..Im still savoring it...

On to the playparty..we all drove to DebuTaunts the next day..met Her and her wonderful Man digger...what a beautiful home..what gracious warm ppl...We were all made so very welcome...and then the scenes began..Seville and shadoe thrilled Us first....still shaking My head over the strength and passion and caring that emitted from those T/two and then laura and I scened , a very soft smile on My face here...she is such a good girl.a wonderful sub...this was her first public scene...and she did very well..I could feel the emotions running thru her mind and body...she made Me very proud...I knew it would be very intense for her...the scene was lovely for Me..and afterwards..the love and concern I felt from the other subs was incredible...I have never felt that at a party before...these ppl are truly to Me what the lifestyle is all about..lots of scening went on..was a great afternoon..what a way to spend a sunday..mmmmmm

I left the next day..Hogan picked Me up..we had the morning together...soft smile

goodbyes were hard...I am a wimpy Domme shhhhhhhhhhhhh I cried and cried..had to get out of there before I blew My cover...grin...all in all it was an incredible weekend..I met some of the most genuine caring increbile people..made some new friends...reenforced some old friendships...I will see those ppl again..watch out toronto... dearest shadoe..Ive rambled enough...make you can make some sense of it..I hope so..love you girl...be sweet...Jazzy~H

 

 

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