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July
19, 2000
i'm
having a listless day. i don't have any sense of
accomplishment, nor the energy to actually get something
done to fix that feeling.
Actually, it
was much better earlier today, when i thought i had the
possibility of making another webpage for someone,
with payment included. i'd actually geared my mind
into a creative state, exploring design
possibilities. And then the whole thing fell through
and i was left feeling like a deflated
balloon.
Darn. 
Master
and i attended a munch last night. There was at
least 50 people in attendance, and lots of talk, laughter
and general merriment. i think i enjoy the munches
as much as the play parties actually. i don't float
off into the headspace i get into at the pp's, which
results in my being able to be more social. i've
come a long way from last year though, when i'd be
practically glued to Master's side, not saying a
word.
Himself bought a
new flogger from one of the women there. It's only
four strands, but each is a very thick beige suede, and it
has a lovely braided handle. It looks nasty!
He also bought a new knife today, and measured me for some
sort of hood thing, although i think hood is the wrong
name as it looks more harness-like. My imagination
is spreading like wildfire.
Okay, out of here. i'm getting nowhere in my
thoughts today.
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