January 22, 2001

Today my first born puts his foot in the door of a new future.  

     It seems strange to me that the child who only a few years ago couldn't be paid enough money to take out the garbage, is now living in 'the big city', has gotten himself a student loan and is about to learn everything he needs to know to be a computer network type person.  And while doing so, is still maintaining a work schedule as a concierge so that he can pay the rent and eat.  i don't think he realizes just how grueling the next months are going to be.  Time for mom to make casseroles i think.  Not having to worry about cooking will help a bit.

     i'm just so proud of him!     

     Himself and i are beginning to spend time discussing house renovations.  The other day He finally said He's looking forward to having the main floor and since then we've shared a ton of ideas of what we might like.  Budget restrictions are going to chase away some of the more grand ideas.  But Master did come up with one idea for the kitchen that allows us to at least refurbish the walls and etc.; then slowly rebuild the rest of the room.  Basically it would be to build in the unit needed for the sink and dishwasher (yes! yes! yes!) and then from there find individual stand-alone pieces that we find interesting, for the rest of the room.  Old jelly cupboards made into a pantry, or an antique buffet - there are a lot of ways of going with this.   i am really looking forward to it all though - even the mess of tearing out walls and ceilings.

     i just hope He can tolerate the collection of decorating magazines i'll probably have before it's all over.

     We tried a new fet night venue last week.  AND Himself treated a friend and i to something new (for me at least.) He tied us together, face to face, from some chains that were hooked to the ceiling.  And then flogged our lil hineys quite thoroughly.  (Well her little hiney, mine's a bit rounder heh!)

     It was very neat though.  We are essentially the same height which meant that most of our body parts were lined up quite nicely and Himself used a length of red rope to bind us at the waist.  What i didn't expect however, was the fact that she is a 'mover', which resulted in me being very glad i have sturdier legs.  She also growls - a deep throated sexy kind of sound - which had me in a fit of giggles from time to time.  And her comment part way through the scene - that my boobs were bigger than hers - had us both howling.  Just the way she said it and the situation we were in, struck us both in a very, very funny way.  i guess that would sum up the scene though - it was just plain fun.

     i didn't drop though.  i guess i was a bit too much outside of myself - observing and listening and being utterly fascinated by the reactions of this writhing creature bound to me.  i didn't want to miss anything.  (The call of the voyeuristic me.)  And as a result the scene felt more like it was about her and Master, yet i was able to be in it.  It was all very strange, yet compelling at the same time.

     Later on, after my butt had recovered a bit, Master allowed MysticMz to scene with me.  Alone!  Now that is a first - in the past Himself has invited another Dominant to share in a scene, but never have they had the scene entirely to themselves. 

     And i loved it.  She used a single tail for the entire session (with the occasional inclusion of ice and her fingernails)  It was a very different type of scene than what i'm used to - in a lot of ways much gentler, even with the nipping of the whip against my skin.  i was bent over a saw-horse type of bench, my arms resting along the top of it and my part was easy - i just had to stand there.  Every so often she would use the whip in such a way that it would wrap gently around my thighs or calves and it reminded me of the motions of a snake as i watched it.  Then there would be the sting on my butt again.  Very cool!

     Because i'm used to Master's heavier handed ways i didn't expect to drop during this scene.  i'm more used to begging for harder and just assumed that this is what it takes to make me float.  i was in for a surprise.

     MysticMz rubbed my back and said okay (or some such words) and i knew we were finished.  i stood up and commented that i was a bit dizzy.  She asked if i was okay and i assured Her i was.  We sat down on the couch and i actually participated in some of the conversations that were starting.  But only briefly.  All of a sudden my head seemed to float far, far away - and i was gone - off to subby float land.  Very much to my delight :)  

     i know i've said it already, but i'll say it again.  Thank You Ma'am.  Let's try that again sometime!  

     PS to the Big Guy:  (please, Sir?)