March 23, 2001

If i write everyday for the rest of the March i will make it past my 8 entries per month self imposed quota.

     Somehow i don't think that will happen.  Not with how busy it is around here now.   But at least i'm back trying.

     Himself surprised me on the same evening that i put up the last entry, before He read it, with a mini-scene.  i think He's been feeling the strain of our waning D/s activity as well. But i think we are quickly getting back on track. Much to my delight He's becoming a bit stricter with me again, expecting to be asked more properly and thanked more properly, and so on.  And i am still wearing the day cuffs!

     He's taken to using my naked back and butt to good advantage while i'm kneeling at bedtime, waiting on the collar.  In the above mentioned mini-scene He chose to use the switch on me, snapping it up and down the length of my body (legs and arms included.)  It stings like crazy when it wraps, but the rest of the time it's like receiving a wonderful combo massage and back scratch.  It does tend to be a bit noisy, which most of the time is not a problem, but this week Master's brother was visiting and could plainly hear what was going on.  He politely didn't snicker.  Thank gawd.

     Once we'd crawled into bed, Master pulled out the nipple clamps.  i had mentioned a few weeks ago an interest in 'toughening' up my breasts, or more specifically, my nipples.  Because of a tendency toward breast cysts, my breasts are an area that usually don't get much attention.  But i still get aroused when He plays with my nipples and really would like to explore that more.  Hence the use of the clamps that night.  And i'm happy to report it was all very effective. *eg*

     Another point about getting my nipples more used to handling is that i keep going to these sites that feature non-pierced nipple and labia jewelry.  And i'm really hoping i can get used to things enough to enable me to indulge in some of these trinkets.

     Last night Master tried using the chopsticks on my nipples first, but it wasn't overly successful - one problem being we seem to have misplaced an elastic for one end.  He then moved on, selecting a small knife and using it to scrape gently over every inch of me.  The sound alone is enough to make me shiver.  Staying still when He finds my ticklish spots is a nearly impossible feat.

     Once satisfied that He'd found all the parts He was looking for, He huskily whispered in my ear to get into bed.  We snuggled close, lights out.  Then gently He began exploring me again, this time with His hand.  He found exactly what He was looking for and teased my clit until within minutes i was collapsed in a sweaty heat.  Then He inserted His fingers again, as deeply as possible, and we both drifted off to sleep.

     i slept like a baby.

     Total mind shift:

     i'm still at the temp job.  Three weeks has stretched into 8 already, with another 5 to go.  (today i was asked to do all of April)  i have mixed emotions about it though.  Part of me likes the idea of perhaps working my way into something  more permanent, with gives me the much needed medical benefits as well.  But the other part - the more free-spirited side of me - doesn't want to make a long term commitment.  

     Do i really want to spend the next ten years typing documents all day, every day, over and over?  And i'm continually finding myself frustrated with the lack of spare time.  Trying to fit in the web designing (priority), ezine, journal and cleaning and laundry (thank gawd Himself has been helping with that!) in the few hours left after work is just not well.. working.  

     And Himself wants His time as well (bigger priority). i want it too.  

     i haven't been to the gym in a month and now the house renos are beginning to consume the both of us.  Can we slow the world down please?

     Gone to find the big guy.  Time for hugs.

ps: i really like today's quotes!